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WARNING: this entry is only for rational, sane, normal, undramatic, not-super-sensitive People.
People. should realize this.
Life is a bitch. it's harsh. and sure as hell not perfect.
if you're happy, that's great!
if you're not, it's part of it so deal with it.
drama will do NOTHING.
sharing about it is okay, but bitching and moaning for god-knows-how long?
come on! if you hate the situation too much, you might as well kill yourself.
seriously.
there. i just wanted to put my two cents in.
disclaimer: the writer of this entry will not take any responsibility for any suicide/ similar events that may occur upon reading this entry. (you and only you are responsible for your own actions.)
p.s. im sorry, im just toooooooooooooo annoyed at all the drama around here! ugh!
p.p.p.s. violent reactions are NOT WELCOME.
p.p.s. its nice to be happy. problems are just problems! theres always family, friends, boyfriends, cigarettes, alcohol, sex, drugs, what-have-you to cheer you up. ;)
p.p.p.s. uh...smile? haha
- Location:office
Quiwee and Abby @ the Cabana
Spent the whole saturday with my pal, Quiwee! Shopping the whole afternoon, walking, walking, and WALKING some more around Ayala Malls (yes, malls). We had the most pathetic saturday night takeout dinner from jolibee, while watching Grey's Anatomy. A little later, hung out at Casa Mendoza by the CABANA! Now THIS is the best part of my saturday. I love watching "Heroes", while drinking vodka ICE, and of course, the fun company of QUIWEE! QUIWEE YOU ARE AWESOME! haha. I cant imagine how id spend the whole saturday alone! thank God for you! haha. Mwah!
AFTER 10 YEARS, pat finally came to pick me up (no thanks to the friggin team building) and then agreed to go to his friend's party at makati despite the fact that it was around 1am already.
Anyway, i did this (late) quick post cause i realized it's people like this that im grateful for...Friends who'd walk an extra mile for another friend. Cheers (with some more vodka ice) to that!
- Music:indie rock and roll - the killers
It's also such a funny thing that she had to be born a week earlier than expected. Consequently, i had to juggle my time on that day. I originally planned to allot the whole morning until around 3 pm to prepare a little something for Patty. But then I ended up having to go back and forth the hospital for my sister, I only had around a couple of hours to prepare my stuff... In the end, Thank God I was still able to do things as planned (minus the balloons, though). I'm now a tita! and wow, still a girlfriend. haha
So... 2 things:
- Happy Birthday, Patty!
- Happy Birthday (as in BIRTH DAY TALAGA. HAHA), Baby Via!
Haha. So there. I had a long tiring tiring weekend. Im still longing for a vacation. Soon, i hope.
( Picture picture! )
- Location:office
- Music:Arctic Monkeys - Dancing Shoes
whats the best way to tell people to "shut up" in such a way thats not so offensive and rude?
wait...is there a way, first of all? heehee
i wonder i wonder.
IF (according to):
- http://www.chocolate.org/, - "...consumption of chocolate triggers the release of endorphins..."
- legally blonde - "...endorphins make you happy!"
and
THEN (it's safe to conclude that):
- chocolates are pure bliss!
just to make myself feel better
- Music:At Your Side - The Corrs
someone told me that i can be an insensitive person.
and based on his explanation, i could agree with him.
but actually, a lot of people are insensitive.
and i never get enough courage to tell them so.
so even if something they say hurts, i just leave it.
but then i end up remembering it for the longest time.
and sometimes the same people just repeat making the same "insensitivity"
...i dont know if this is the same as the meaning of "tactless"?
but then both have the same effect.
and its just unfair.
cause sana lang some people can tell these certain people to be sensitive to other people's feelings.
and what makes it more unfair is that a lot of people look at these certain people in a surprisingly nice way.
which is extremely annoying.
because i feel so...misjudged.
grabe. wala lang.
but then again...its a harsh world.
because it makes other people (you smile at) smile as well (somehow, at least).
people should always smile.
even if theres no reason at all
because there's always reason to be happy
even if you cant think of a single reason at a certain moment
people should always smile.
even if other people piss you to death
because its useless to scream and shout
bacause screaming and shouting wont make things different.
...well okay maybe screaming and shouting CAN make things a bit different.
but not all the time
and sometimes it just doesnt.
so you might as well SMILE!
so people should always smile.
even if its not such a good day.
because its not always a good day.
because we live in an imperfect world.
with imperfect people.
but
people should always smile.
because of all the things i just said.
and even if this entry doesnt make much sense
people should just smile.
or not.
i wont know anyway. :|
and so was monday.
:)
wednesday will be the same. :)
im loving this. :)
thanks to you! ;)
- Mood:
happy - Music:Rebel Heart - The Corrs
http://funnies.paco.to/fallingInLove.ht
- Music:September - Earth Wind and Fire
i am merely existing. yet again. (how interesting)
currently for school work.
but school term's ending soon.
after school...what then?
now, i no longer have a reason to exist?
must.get.out. and get a life.
...this is odd, i know.
and pure horse shit, too.
i guess what im trying to say is that something's terribly missing right now.
...but i cant say what exactly it is...for some reason.
im just going with the flow...
but you see, sometimes going with the flow just doesnt make sense after some time.
anyway, at least im quite psyched with the great possibility that i might actually have time to go out with AC friends next week
...and with my other girl friends.
...and guy friends, perhaps.
...so looking forward.
its strange. nothing seems to make me feel...extra nice.or unusual in a nice way.
i need a change od scenery. i think.
oh and dad doesnt trust me. enough to be with certain people i feel i need to be with. since ach will be leaving soon, he thinks im his only daughter left and so he's holding me by the neck. Its starting to suffocate me. and i know things are not gonna be happy and gay in the coming days but. but then im not doing anything. and will not do anything. will burn the bridge when i get there.
gibberish.
- Music:noise. noise. noise.
-woke up to see a big greeting right in front of me. literally. with a string of butterflies. to my left, i saw the curtains full of butterflies! also got a butterfly shirt. thanks to my ach. i soooo love my ach.
-i think one of my thesismates forgot it was actually my birthday today. she went "hey, thesis meeting today at 1pm cya!"...how nice.haha.its all good, though.
-went to mass with my dear friend.
-ended up going home later than i expected. more exhausted than i expected. came in my room, all dark. then suddenly, my high school barkada's there with a cake, singing, smiling, all happy! ive soooo sooo missed!
-i love the rain. it always rains on my birthday. this time though, i loved the rain.
-i love marl
-i love tim
-i love tin
-i love joy
-i love cheeny
-i love therese. even if she wasnt there. haha
-off for thesis defense preparations again.
God, please oh please guide us.
- Mood: happy
*sigh* Life.
I have to go work now. So much to do. So little time.
Oh and I just have to say, I do not like our thesis coordinator. She really can be inconsiderate and unreasonable sometimes (if not most of the time).
- Mood:
recumbent - Music:In Good Company soundtrack
Blur.still i convince myself that life is
Beautiful and fast enough to think that
Yesterday seems like a few seconds ago.
- Mood:
tired - Music:Chicane - saltwater
lately, its always like this.
not good. so not good.
just a thought.nothing more.
- Mood:
discontent - Music:Love Affair - Ennio Morricone
and i feel like im just standing still.
waiting for SAMthen.
...like a curbside prophet
...with my hand in my pocket
...and im waiting for my rocket to com(a)
yeah.
- Mood:
ditzy - Music:MYMP - a little bit
